Damn lil Sis your gone but never left my heart because what we have no one could break that mountain nor a friend could take that away from me I still cry because your gone and you have the most cutest nephew and I wish you could met him and I know you are protecting him all the way. I can’t bare this pain from the moment that I saw them putting your casket in the ground my heart left with you because I know you are never coming back but your spirit does live on with us I hope you leaving this earth it wasn’t painful like it was painful for me to know that I cant hear your laugh anymore, Nor dad telling me that time when we were young that I was eating pudding and it was under the bed but it was you all the time. We are sisters for sure because we love eating, Now that we were older I was so looking forward to spending those good times with you because you were a pain in my ass but I loved you that way and I would’ve not changed it Damn girl this sorrow I feel inside is so deep and I know nothing could bring you back but I wish I could because you are the first person I would bring back baby girl. I remember you asking me about boys when you were young and I used to tell you are to damn young for that shit but I guess us girls go through that stages at one point in our life I want you to know when I used to go to the Bronx I used to drive 4 hrs to see you and your mom wouldn’t let me in and me and crystal used to leave crying because we couldn’t spent time with you. I want you to know I always looked for you all the time because we had a good time that shit I will never forget because that broke my heart so bad and now you are gone and I cant express to you how much I LOVED YOU!!!!! Its to late to do that from what I heard from your mom you always looked up to your sister and I’m honor to know you felt like that towards me I don’t care if anyone tells me its been yrs It hurts like hell to know you slipped away from me and we were so close I’m so sorry Erica I know you forgive me because I know you loved me even though we had different mothers you are not a half sister to me you’re my sister no matter what anyone says…..R.I.P. Erica L. Lamboy..love you forever…..
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Wow I Never knew that. I am very sorry to hear. I def know what it feels like. I have lost special people in my life as well. That was some good writing. Good expression with ur words and thoughts. God Bless U.
Hi, I am sorry for your loss. I saw her grow. I could just remember her being 5. Yesterday, was my birthday her and I share that date. But you and I share the pain. She did love her sisters. And of course her brother.
Maria.
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